i just held a huge freaking fish.... so greg could shoot it with some meds.

wow, im a freaking fish dr!

so ill b honest zanga has been taking a huge back seat to myspace.... sorry if i am not typing well i only have one contact in because i lost the other one sometime between taking it out an putting it in this morning.... fuck me thats another hundred bucjs out my pocket for something i cant control..... damn my m other an her drugs. i feel really on edge today, like the slightiest thing could make me cry, maybe its because the most annoying thing in the world to me is not being able to see. i can see out of one eye, but it does not focus as well as when i have both in and with my naked eye i only see blurry color, its quite trippy. the last thing i need to is to b on a simulated acid triop while tyring to stop shoplifters, im sure my boss will love this.

im sick of christmas already an i wish it would just go away a new year would start an i could maybe just maybe get a fresh start.... but come on we all know that even tho the last number on the 4 digi year changes, its still the same old shit that it was last year. i have realized much lately, on the path to being good? hardly, but better.... than i have been. i am noticing things in people that i have never noticed and i think its because i have been a selfish brat. hhmmm maybe. well its about tim to tackle work even tho i dont think im gonna catch n e one today seeing as i can barely walk in a straight line, if i get pulled over man im fucked.

love all

peace

not moving again... dad talked me out of it. tho i wish we were.

not moving till we move to north carolina......very soon i hope.

im doing nada but working.... all day... most nights.... thats it! but i took off some much needed time 4 halloween so i can b with the people i love an who knows what can happen when u are super girl .